Monday, June 27, 2005
Helplessness
Tell me where I can find you\
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Tell me when you will come back
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I don't know where to find you
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I don't know if you will be back
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Just when I thought I had it all
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You slip away from me
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Just when I was finally whole
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You break away from me
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P.S: That's my humble drawing ..
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7:20 AM ::
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Sunday, June 19, 2005
Finally.. The Light!
I can see it
Look,
It's there..
I can finally see it!
I always heard them talk about it..
And finally, there it is:
The light at the end of the tunnel!
It's dim
But it will get brighter as I approach it..
=)
Posted by Faith ::
11:13 PM ::
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Wednesday, June 15, 2005
A reading of a dark future based on a dark present:
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Intro:
Tried to live, but there was no space or place for me. I owned my life not. Now that I'm as old as I am, they gave me my empty life back. They blame me now for not living.
Here it goes:
Millions of things have I lost;
Chances
Opportunities
People
Things that meant a lot to me
Moments
Seconds
Minutes
Hours
YEARS!
I had them all, and yet let them go. I'm left with only memories and regret. How could I have them all and let them go? How fool was I to not try hard enough to keep them? How could I just stand still not trying to fight for what I think was mine?
I was helpless and weak. I was confined and impeded.
It was my life. Not theirs, but mine. Mine only.
That was what I thought. That was the way it should have been.
But everybody had a piece of me. My life was theirs, not mine. They took control over me. Tried to shape my destiny the way they thought was "better" for me.
Was it?
Is it?
NO, it wasn't.
NO, it isn't.
Take a look at me now; an old woman. I have nothing to live for. Those who shaped my life are no longer here. They have their "own" prosperous lives, and I'm left with nothing at all. They say that I can live my life the way I want now. They say I'm old enough to do so. Well, isn't that just too late? I have no legs to help me stand up. Nowhere to start. It's too late now. I have to sleep and hope that I never wake up.
Outro:
Once lost, never regained.
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PS: I'm writing this and I'm really really depressed! *sigh*
Posted by Faith ::
6:03 AM ::
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Resolution:
Dark
clouds
all
over
my
heart.
This
pain
is
what
sending
us
apart.
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12:18 AM ::
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
"...make people laugh so they can forget their problems. A good laugh is better than anything."
--Comedian Milton Berle (1908-2002)
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4:54 PM ::
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Always Green?
The grass is NOT always greener on the other side,
for it might be
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purple!
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Posted by Faith ::
2:39 PM ::
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
Contemplate... Life
All of my life
I have been busy
Gazing and
Contemplating
At a world full wonders
And shame.
All of my life
I have been busy
Wondering and
Searching
For someone else
To blame
My life has been
On hold since then
I wanted to see
I needed to learn
But from what I saw,
From what I learned
I am afraid to live,
To start a life of my own
What is there waiting for me?
Who?
How?
And when?
So many un-answered questions
Laying deep within
Must I start searching for answers;
Stop watching
Contemplating
And
Begin.
Posted by Faith ::
1:29 PM ::
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