Thoughts

Monday, March 21, 2005

Happy Mother's Day Mammy :")

Dear Diary,

Some say that Mother's Day is not important because we do not need a special "day" to remind us of our mothers, tell them that we love them and buy them gifts! I say it is. For these days some people hardly see their mothers, and some do not tell their mothers "i love you" every now and then.. Some just never surprise there mothers with a little gift of an item that she likes.. I say we should celebrate this day to do all of these things that we sometimes forget due to our "busy" lives! The least thing you do is to kiss your mother on the forhead and tell her that you love her.. What a great feeling!

Dear mammy,

I just want to thank you for loving me unconditionally. Though there are many times when I disobey you and be such a hardheaded, but your kind heart never gets mad at me. Just by saying "I'm sorry, mammy," you forgive me and smile at me!

When I unintentionally yell at you and tell you to stop treating me like a little girl, I unconciously feel that I am nothing but just a kid and throw myself between your arms and ask you to forgive me! Mama, I am your little girl.

I don't like it when you tell me not to do something that I really want and when I ask "why" you say "you will know when you have your own child!" Though I hate it and tell you that this doesn't make any sense, deep inside I know that you are right.

Although I start crying when you hold me back from going somewhere or doing something, in my heart I feel happy, because I know that you are right.. and I feel safe because I know that you are there to protect me.

When I go out alone or with my friends and you keep calling me on the phone on and on to check on me, and I get mad and tell you to stop it, I don't really mean it! I feel safe and loved when you call me just to see if I am alright. This is why you find me calling you when I don't recieve a call from you for awhile.

I know that you want me to be the prettiest and successful girl ever, and you want all or your friends and family to see me just to tell them "this is my daughter!" just to be proud of me. May Allah help me to grant you this feeling of being proud of me forever.

I love the way you treat me when I am feeling down. You can tell that I am sad just by looking in my eyes or of hearing my voice tone. And I love the way you try to cheer me up and you try to buy me the little things that I like just to see me smile again. I remember when I was feeling sad and you went to the mall and got me the cutest teddy bear, and it worked! I finally smiled!

And I remember when I was just a little girl and you went abroad, you asked me what I want for a gift and I said nothing? But you got me everything! including a white stuffed rabbit with a blue ribbon, because you knew I loved them. Mammy, I still have it! I always cherish everything that you say to me and give me.

Mammy, I'll never forget the things you did when I got sick for a week. You stayed with me all of the time and you never slept for a whole week! I begged you to go to your to relax but you couldn't until you saw me walk on my feet again. No one could ever do the things that you do for me.

I thank you mama for all the things you did. May Allah help me pay you back even a little of those things you did and do for me. Thank you mama for always being there for me and for believing in me. I hope I can be the good girl that you spent your life watching her grow and teaching her to be kind, loving, forgiving girl. I hope I can be like you.

Thank you Mama :)

I LOVE YOU

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